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I miss you every night, even when I wake up in the morning .
I am sure, you do not know about it .
Of course you do not know because I did not tell you. It's embarrassing.
Before sleep, I listen to the love song while imagining yourself .
I smiled, I cried .
Clutching the pillow as it is your body .
If it real, then it must be the moment where I wanted to lay off time.
I want to enjoy happiness with you much longer.
There will be no "enough" time to create wonderful day with you. 
When we look at one another, chuckling, sharing, like world is a small heaven.
However, I knew that for you I am not the best .
I am extremely disappointed knew it, but there is nothing else I can do,
I'm still loving you the best I can.
When you hear me say "I love you" "I miss you" then at that time I was really weak to withstand this feeling.
When I know you will go, I felt lost and afraid can't see you as much as today.
All the memories about you I keep it in my special piece of heart.
Because you are special to me more than you ever known.
Yes, you are .
When will I see you again?